‘Feathers made of pure white. I let you believe it, to protect you. As time went by, I opened, ripping out the feathers one by one, exposing the demonic structure underneath. I can hear the disappointment in your screaming voice. However, you grew some beautiful wings, based on a frame of honesty. Take at least my broken feathers with you, if there’s no way to keep me.’

So Bochum became best show ever.

and guess who were there.

After the question if they like Germany and nobody answered, Nora turned to us:

‘They all love Germany’

Oh guys…

‘Do you keep presents you get from fans?’

Kaoru: ‘Our tourbus is now full of booze.’

Shaking hands, taking photos etc.

Politely I asked Toshiya and Kaoru to stay between them for my photo, I’m sure they just got the gesture but well. Since Toshiya didn’t move his ass from the stool, the other 3 had to take a step aside, Kaoru seemed to be pissed since he deathglanced the floor, haha. Sorry to separate you two.

Show was awesome, sure.

Toshiya played his fucking bassguitar with his fucking mike stand and all I could do was staring.

Just didn’t like the fact that Kyo smashed his head against the iron box in front of him and Toshiya slapped himself. Why Toshiya, why you’re slapping that pretty face of yours…?!

Oh, and nearly fainting at the end of the show, so that security men had to bring me out wasn’t nice though. Found myself on a stretcher, gf touching my leg. She had to be pulled out seconds after me.

At this point I really cursed my fucking body for being that weak so I couldn’t be in front of the guys anymore. I was glad that my gf were there so I could bury my crying face. Oh yea, talking about Dir en grey makes me really sensitive.

‘Hey, how do you spend this wonderful sunny day?’

HEARING AND DROWNING IN ‘DIFFERENT SENSE’ AS IF THERE IS NO TOMORROW!!!